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Thursday, March 12, 2015

Overwhelming love

(nearly) Every day when I come home: Evette waiting for me on the porch. Miriam somewhere inside, squealing and yelling at the top of her lungs as soon as she hears me.

These eyes.
  




 


Miriam's big open mouth kisses.

These sleepy sweat heads
  

 


Miriam's new game of shaking her head with Heidi and me.


Miriam's toddle.

Evette's love for books


These sweet sisters












Miriam's choice in men

 Miriam in the morning

 And at night



 Evette's courage

Evette's pride

Miriam's pride
 


 Miriam's cry
 

 Miriam's hair
 

 Evette's hair
 



Dates with daddy 

Miriam's love for the outdoors






 Evette's skills

 Evette's love of sushi

 Their helpfulness in the kitchen
 


 Miriam's love of pudding
 

  

 Evette's sense of style
 


 Their love for dinosaurs

 



 Miriam's love of family

 Their sense of adventure




  





I know that was a lot of pictures. But its these moments and the billions of moments in between these photos that I want to treasure. I don't know how to express it; I don't think I even know how to feel it properly -- this overwhelming love for the two little girls in my life.


{What Evette Says}

"Mom, when my birthday is?" 
"Ummm... About 7 more months, baby. "
" 7 MONTHS! HOORAY! thanks for knowing, Mom!"

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"Dad! please get me a bag so I can fill it with water and drink from it!"
"What why?!"
"Because its be so funny!"
"ok...." *gives her a bag*
*runs off to bathroom*
*hands me the bag of water and says while running back to the bathroom  "MOM!! HOLD THIS BAG! I GOT TO GO POTTY! DON'T PUT THE WATER IN THE SOUP FOR DINNER! ARE WE HAVING LUNCH OR DINNER? ARE YOU HOLDING THE WATER? IS IT SPILLING? IF YOU PUT IT DOWN CLOSE IT REAL TIGHT SO THE WATER DOESN'T COME OUT! OK, MOM? OK, MOM? OK - NOW I WILL BRING OUT THE SOAP AND YOU HOLD THE BAG OPEN AND I WILL PUT THE SOAP IN THE BAG!!"
"Why are you going to put soap in the bag?"
"To make TROUBLE!"
-This "trouble" turned out to be her new "project." She loves this project. she likes to watch the soap bubbles in the bag and to shake it up. She puts it in the fridge to see what happens, and she likes to put it in the microwave (WITHOUT turning it on), she takes it to church, in the car, on our walks.... she loves this project.

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While listening to the radio in the car - 
"Mom! Mir-rum said "no" just like in the song!!!"
"No way!!"
"Yes her did! I'm so proud of her! "

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Talking to Daddy before he left for mutual - 
"I want to go to scouts with you!"
"No, Evette,sorry, we're just going to be cleaning a room."
"I can take a rag and clean the floor for you!"
-She's such a problem solver!

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Asking to have another piece of cake -
That's all one piece. Do you want the whole thing? (indicating half of a bunt cake)
No... (silly, exaggerated no). Cut it in half!

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Me talking to her in the car - 
"Do you know how much I love you?"
"Back and to the moon..."
"Yup, to the moon and back."
"Why is the moon far away?"
"Because it's way up in space."
"Why?"
"Because I guess that's where God decided to put it."
"Why?"
"I don't know. Don't you think it's a good place for the moon?"
"Nope."
"No!?! Where should the moon be?"
"In my closet."
"In your closet?! No way! Did you know the moon is bigger than our whole house? It's huge! No way it'd fit in your closet."
"But it's half moon, now!"
"Only half of the moon right now?"
"Yup!"
"So it'd fit in your closet?"
"Yup!"
"What  would you do with it in your closet?"
"Show EVERYBODY!"
"Everybody? But not everybody could come and see it. What about the people in China? They live to far away to come see the moon. Don't you think they'd miss it?"
"Yeah...."
"So maybe we should leave it up in the sky?"
"Yeah.... How it get so high?"
"Heavenly Father put it up there."
"How?"
"Well, Heavenly Father can do anything!"
"Maybe him fly-ed up there!"
"Maybe so!"
"Maybe him drive up to the sky!"
"Maybe so! You think he drives a car?"
"Yes!"
"What color of car?"
"umm... probably white."
"Why white?"
"Cause him wear a white shirt."
"good point."

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"Wait a minute - I'm picking the jam toes out of my toe-sies"



{Hike}

On Saturday morning we went on a family hike.
Now that Miss Memes is walking like a pro these days, she wanted to hike on her own the whole way. So, our pace was a little bit slower at times, but she so loved it.





I love our two little babies :)



Tuesday, March 10, 2015

{Chinese New Year Parade}

Saturday night we headed down to the city on the BART to watch the Chinese New Years parade.
The kids were excited to ride on the train together.


Studying the map

The dads and babies. 

We got a great spot.

The kids loved it!

Miriam was a little afraid of the dragons at first, but she got used to them by the end.

Chinese food during the parade, of course.


 


We had such a great time!!!
 

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

{Beautiful Sentences in Literature}

Buzzfeed posted this article at the beginning of December where they posted some favorite lines from literature that were submitted by their readers. I've probably had this window open on my computer since that time. I read them over and over again. Every few days, at least. I love them. Some I knew and have read, others and new gems. Some people have a gift with words and I'm so grateful because they can put into words what I cannot and tell such beautiful stories.

I feel like I need to write some of these down so I don't lose them. These just speak to my soul.

"Sometimes I can feel my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living."
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

"He stepped down, trying not to look long at her, as if she were the sun, yet he saw her, like the sun, even without looking."
Anna Karenina

"'Dear God,' she prayed, 'let me be something every minute of every hour of my life.'"
A Tree Grows in Brooklyn

"Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same."
Wuthering Heights

"If equal affection cannot be, let the more loving one be me."
The More Loving One

"It might be that to surrender to happiness was to accept defeat, but it was a defeat better than many victories."
Of Human Bondage

"Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering."
The History of Love

"The pieces I am, she gather them and gave them back to me in all the right order."
Beloved

"She was becoming herself and daily casting aside that fictitious self which we assume like a garment with which to appear before the world."
The Awakening

"Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it yet."
Anne of Green Gables

"I would always rather be happy than dignified."
Jane Eyre

"One must be careful of books, and what is inside them, for words have the power to change us."
The Infernal Devices

"I have spread my dreams under your feet; / Tread softly because you tread on my dreams"
Aedh Wishes for the Cloths of Heaven

"I wonder if that was how forgiveness budded; not with fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up, and slipping away unannounced in the middle of the night."
The Kite Runner







Tuesday, March 3, 2015

{End of February}

Here's some photos from preschool! Evette's excited to be back at school this semester.


Lately Evette has wanted to be a doctor when she grows up, specifically, an eye doctor, thanks to Uncle Dr. Dan.


Miriam is learning to love all of our plants! She loves to go up and smell them. So sweet.

Evette and I got sushi take out while Daddy was at a campout. I love that she loves sushi :)

These are sweet babies and such great friends!



I had an all day choir rehearsal on Saturday so the girls got to spend the whole day with Daddy. They had a beautiful time! 



In the evening we went to Stanford to support a friend of ours on the gymnastics team. It was so fun to be there! The girls had a good time, too!

Once the girls got too wiggly we went and walked around campus. It's so beautiful!


this little lady loves to snuggle with her lambie and blankie!

Evette absolutely loves to help in the kitchen. She always wants to help make dinner.
This last week we let Evette use a real knife for the first time. She did a great job. She loves the responsibility and she's so careful!

Chocolate pudding!